audrey says that fats are the new hot.

so i completely embarrassed myself today. because mirrorboy was blocking my view. i dont know. it just felt like someone was missing from class. i kept looking around looking for who was missing. and then i thought the johann was missing. so i saw him online and asked him where he was because the test was starting really soon. only to hear his voice calling me retarded. i dont usually blush. but i felt my face turn red. maybe my face just heated up and i didnt turn red. i dont know. it got worse when farhan decided to laugh at me too. lord knows how much both of them like to make me feel stupid. and they really do make me feel stupid. especially farhan.

so i got my period. and i ate pineapple. so overflow overload. so i stained my jeans. joy.

shanie says that giving up would be better.
because one more try just wont work sometimes.

take me away from that empty apartment.
you stay, and forget where the heart is.
someday, if ever you loved me you'd say.
its okay.